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The Ants of Entropy

We have only an illusion of control. Cosmically speaking we are no more significant or looked after by the universe than the ants beneath our feet. Therefore we should not be surprised by misfortune but rather glad when it takes the form of a flat tire or a stubbed toe and not an incomprehensibly largeContinue reading “The Ants of Entropy”

The Emptiness Illusion

RIP CRT

With a recent purchase the final CRT in a long line of lovable television sets takes its place beside my record player, Walkman and Commodore 64 in the dustbin of discarded devices. With it, so passes another piece of my youth. In the distorted reflection of it’s dusty screen sits a wide eyed farm townContinue reading “RIP CRT”

Ad Infinitum

When I was a young boy I remember feeling older subjectively than my chronological age would suggest. I felt as though there was more to my existence than a handful of years would support. It’s foggy here in my mind now as adulthood has stripped some of this sensation away, but it seems there wereContinue reading “Ad Infinitum”

Diner Coffee

I choose to treat religious discourse like coffee at a diner: When someone puts their hand over the cup, that means they are done. It could be because they have had enough or their cup is already full. Perhaps they didn’t want coffee in the first place and only took what they did out ofContinue reading “Diner Coffee”

Vito’s Shed

My father’s shed has remained much the way he left it 7 years ago. Sure we’ve rearranged things, discarded some items, added others and overall tidied up in the meantime but the basic layout is as Papa designed it; everything in it’s place and a place for everything. Now where those places are and whatContinue reading “Vito’s Shed”

rewind

I can’t help but feel a whiff of nostalgic grief over this news. As someone whom just recently rented half a dozen hand-picked family classics for less than 10 bucks it saddens me that this era is ending much in the way the death of cassettes left a bitter taste. Perhaps it’s just the furiousContinue reading “rewind”

Strip Mall World

Welcome to Anyburb, USA where the prototypical strip mall is alive and well. The hair-pizza-laundry-liquor-flower-nail-Chinese-convenience store all fun-sized and bundled cozily together in a paint overdue broken AC set from a low budget Troma movie. “Toxic Avenger 4: The Strip Mall Years.” If not for the presence of a prepaid cellular shop you’d feel likeContinue reading “Strip Mall World”

Tribal Gathering

Sitting here fireside bathed in the ghostly starlight it occurs suddenly to me that it’s not for the heat nor the light that we kindle this fire tonight. It’s for the gathering that the fire promotes. It’s about the family and the friends and the glory of our common bond. The flame beacons us andContinue reading “Tribal Gathering”

Sickamore

Fifteen years ago we planted a tree in the front yard of our new home and dedicated it to the little life we had just planting in this world. Over the years we watched it grow and even as our marriage ended that little tree kept adding branches…growing stronger…taller. A growing symbol of the resilienceContinue reading “Sickamore”