
Analog Patience began with a simple realization: nearly everything I remember most vividly required waiting.
Before the world became immediate, there was a small ritual attached to almost everything. Dropping a needle onto a record. Turning a radio dial slowly through the static. Waiting for a photograph to come back from the Fotomat. Sitting through commercials because there was no fast-forward button. Watching Channel 3 because that was where the video game lived. Technology asked something of us then. Attention. Participation. Most of all, patience.
These poems live in that space between memory and machinery. They return to the obsolete objects, forgotten broadcasts, dusty stereos, vinyl records, cameras, televisions, radios, and other analog relics that quietly became the architecture of a childhood. But the technology is rarely the real subject. It is simply the mechanism that opens the door. On the other side are snow days and basement bars, neighborhood sandlots and summer lakes, sisters and friends, fathers and sons, and people who exist now only in the imperfect circuitry of memory.
There is something wonderfully unreliable about that circuitry. Memories degrade like old magnetic tape. Details disappear. Dreams splice themselves into actual events. Songs become inseparable from places. Sometimes I can no longer tell whether I am remembering what happened, remembering the last time I remembered it, or inventing the missing pieces entirely. Analog Patience lives comfortably inside that uncertainty.
This series is my attempt to tune the dial backward and listen for whatever signals remain. Not to reconstruct the past exactly as it was, but to capture the strange emotional frequency it still broadcasts on. The machines may be obsolete. The stations may have gone silent. But somewhere beneath the static, the signal is still there.
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